" it's called though love" everyone says. "it will make you a better person in the end" they said. well now i just feel like i need someone to rant to and them to agree with everything i say. i don't need a "look on the better side" or "it's all about the growing up."
2015, properly started for me today with a RUDE awakening. i feel like my parents have dropped me off at the "time to grow up" station 2 years early with no money and food ( no exaggeration). i'd still like to come home and talk about my feelings and feel good after i've got it off my chest but NO i don't even feel like i want to anymore because now when i do i get that "can you just get out of my face i don't want to talk to you" look.
yes i'm going through a lot of changes in my life at the moment and i can't stop it, life does go on! no i don't want someone to hold my hand through every single step just in case you were asking. i just need to know that there are people out there waiting for me to fall just to catch me.
i'm trying to find my feet in world. sometimes i need help sometimes i just need someone to complain with. simple.
“It's about a girl who is on the cusp of becoming someone.. A girl who may not know what she wants right now, and she may not know who she is right now, but who deserves the chance to find out.” - Jodi Picoult
